Because it’s All Just a Little Bit of History Repeating

My luck with certain aspects of life is not so good – this I know for a fact. Just when I think that things are looking up they take a somewhat terrible but predictable turn for the worse and I’m right back to square one. It’s not like I try for this…it just happens. I’ve noticed that this particular aspect of my life tends to run in a cycle. The same events run over and over again. Literally the same game just different players. If one was to believe in reincarnation you could say I haven’t learned whatever cosmic lesson I’m supposed to have been taught. I always thought things of that nature were supposed to be spread over various lifetimes…not just one.

But I digress.

I need an insight into the moment that I’m repeating that is causing the wheels of fate to turn in the direction they inevitably do. Just a peek at the course of events or action that is causing the repeat so I can prevent it in the future. The continual reboot mode that I’ve been trapped in is starting to get a little old, I’m starting to get pretty damn jaded. Not much is left except for my own weak theories these days and even those have slowly begun to fade out into the background…